I don’t know how I feel right now. Infact, I don’t know how I’ve been feeling for the past week. It’s been months but, when you lose someone that you genuinely loved seeing everyday, you somewhat, somewhere in your conscious, still have the capability of feeling hurt or miss them. Reminiscing doesn’t do anything but bring back good memories to me. Of course I remember every fight, every tear, and every painful moment, but what really matters to me is how “radiant” I felt when I had an unlimited amount of your company. Things are and have been done for a while now, but time to time it just gets reminded into my head that I used to love you so much.